ever since you know me, i’ve always a straightforward guy, talk whatever i think of. but now i feel so restricted, i have to think of how you feel, how you react, how you think.
its just a comment on someone else, you can push me so hard and raise your voice. srsly? whats wrong? the comment is on someone else, and not you. its as if i did a terrible mistake on you. if i cant even speak on something, whats there a conversation for us anymore. you would rather i kept mum and look at you all the time.
watever i say now, its like a negative impact on you. either u got piss or affected by what i say. its just a very simple conversation and can lead to something that i yet to think of. i think only for now, not that far. i will really minimal my words.
its only a year, and our conversation has alrdy becoming an issue. how about next time, we still have a long way to go. is this gona carry on?
talking about trust, lets say im the one who keep saying im gona spend shop spend shop. how will u feel when we had that limited money for food transport and shop. you gona trust me in this? you will not too. so you really wana use trust and talk abt it, you think in my position first.
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but you dont.
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you been saying im the one pushing you, so why can’t you come to me. you know im purposely do it, and you still won’t come. you claim you duno or is it you just dont want to. why must i always the one lowered my ego just to boost yours.
maybe i just dont worth it. not worth you coming forward just to give me a hug.im not worth than all those things or ppl that u love.
all i want is just initiative.
seems like whatever i did is just a mirage. you seen it but never feel it.
what you see is only flaws, negative behavior, unforsee wrongdoing.
do i feel appreaciated? i duno.
maybe to u, nothing had happen before.
im tired.
a bad boyfriend who dont understand you, no matter how hard i tried, you still wont accept who i am.
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